you don't have to

"Battle is not yours, but God's" (2 Chronicles 20:15)

Sunday night, God spoke to me.
You don't have to feel frustrated.
You don't have to feel angry.
You don't have to think negatively.
You don't have to be worried.
You don't have to be afraid.

Instead,

Just focus on doing right things, good deeds to others, speaking and thinking positively!

Imagine! If doing both positives and negatives makes me whole (100%), and if I don't have to do the negative half of it, I only have to do 50% of good deeds! and, it becomes 100% of me!! :)

I am in charge of your life.

Yes! God is in control!!
I am protected!!

The image I've got is that;

I am in a long circular cylinder which reaches to heaven and blessings and good presents from God shower down on me continuously.
So, I don't have to give bad things (inside of me) out from the cylinder, but just give out good things to others. God takes care of the bad things (frustrations, anger etc.) for me.
When I got off from a train in the Monday morning, I was given an image that everyone is in each cylinder, walking on the street. :)) God is giving blessings to each of us from the Heaven!!

"When you follow the desires of your sinful nature, your lives will produce these evil results: sexual immorality, impure thoughts, eagerness for lustful pleasure, idolatry, participation in demonic activities, hostility, quarreling, jealousy, outbursts of anger, selfish ambition, divisions, the feeling that everyone is wrong except those in your own little group, envy, drunkenness, wild parties, and other kinds of sin. Let me tell you again, as I have before, that anyone living that sort of life will not inherit the Kingdom of God. But when the Holy Spirit controls our lives, he will produce this kind of fruit in us: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Here there is no conflict with the law."
Those who belong to Christ Jesus have nailed the passions and desires of their sinful nature to his cross and crucified them there. If we are living now by the Holy Spirit, let us follow the Holy Spirit's leading in every part of our lives. Let us not become conceited, or irritate one another, or be jealous of one another.
(Galatians 5:19-26)

At work, God showed me that sinful nature still remains inside of me.
I was angry, frustrated and had hatred in my heart. (Galatians 5:19-21)
I was struggling with it everyday, and was not successful though I could keep doing good sometimes because of God's grace, and thankfully God was blessing my work.
I knew that I was doing wrong, but couldn't help stop myself from thinking and speaking negatively. (Romans 7:15-)
But on Sunday, God told me I didn't have to struggle myself because the battle is His.
I felt relieved really, and thanked God that He is in charge of 'everything' in my life.

Yesterday, He also spoke to me through a song "From Inside Out" (Hillsong United)
In its lyrics, it says "The art of losing myself"
When I was singing this song, God told me giving up the 50% of your bad deeds (eg. tempted to think negatively) means "losing yourself".
For Him, I have to lose my "self" (we don't have to hold onto it!!) so that I can be free from them and focus on good things!!!!! :)

Dear God, please let me become whole 100% with only good deeds.
Though Satan attacks me and situations might seem to be bad sometimes, please let me release my negative thoughts and bad deeds, and for You, I will be able to focus on doing good. Please let Your Holy Spirit lead me in every area of my life.
Dear Lord Jesus, Thank You for speaking to me and showing me that the end of this situation is right there. Thank You for Your Promises, Purposes and Plan for me.
I am so grateful that You are in control over my life and I am protected always.
Thank You for touching people's heart through reading this message from You!!!
Thank You, God! Thank You, Jesus!!! I love You!!!